Monday, October 8, 2012

Obese Earl, yep, I too am a failure...

Seriously, I am not very good - and am not using the best my parents gave in genetic material, nurturing and good old fashioned raising me with love and discipline. I didn't learn everything the teachers and guidance counselors had to offer, didn't learn and use everything the military taught me, and when stuck I had to invent a way to get unstuck, really. Government and churches, other folks that cared or just wanted to mess with me have not made me what I am - again, stuck with. Time to find the way out?

But then, I haven't a tattoo, a pierced anything, or scars I don't regret but needed at the time. I could name all the women I have loved, and lost, and the one that won my heart so long ago. I have been drunk, have been high, have been low and don't want to do any of those fool things every again... and not all of them were caused by organic or chemical substances used or abused. I like to think I am wonderfully boring.

Noticed again that the culture is spinning faster than I can get on or get off, the economy isn't good, the government only pretends to be - and History won't survive the entertainment value. Y'all take care out there and find your loves, and work that. For I fear that others will try to ruin it for their own needs. go with God.

2 comments:

  1. Good point Earl, we can ONLY do what we can do, with the Man upstairs help...

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