Perhaps it is a constant cycle of poor education and struggling for independence and control of our lives, every history is man and woman and God. We have to know what is real, what has worth and as we grow older to elder the best for ourselves and the community. The big question about our Rights has returned. Some fool thought he could be happy killing the weak and unaware. he would be godlike in the blood bath of terror.
It will all go to the basic need to control, feel in control, to be loved and acknowledged. Neither side is correct, perfect nor with the answer that will work more than a moment, time is always now and always on the march. The End is near. I know I am free of drugs because I don't use nor abuse them, all the protections of the government don't work. When I can obtain all the recreational and addictive substances, delivered to my door or sold to me the appropriate tax stamps and 'scientific' approvals the independence is only an illusion.
My core beliefs are that God wills. I am not God, and although I meet wonderful beautiful and loving people and am thankful for their work and love, they are not God either. As I know I am a sinner, I know the government won't be better without more of my own participation and learning from errors of the past. I think I can be proudly humble of my sinning because I have been shamed and forgiven, and I am laughing at myself with that concept. I am old enough that I can't be swayed by name calling and noise about penis size envy and compensation by buying bigger better and gold plated assault style rifles. I know that my romantic life never improved with the purchase of an AR 15. Real romance having nothing to do with the size of anything measurable.
Okay, the preview was fine and I will try to return with a better post this weekend. Go with God. Earl
